ab·hi·nav
/ˈʌb.hɪ.nɑːv/ • noun
All the being and the doing, expansive, glittering, vocal, evaporated;
and one shrunk, with a sense of solemnity, to being oneself, a
wedge-shaped core of darkness, something invisible to others.
Although she continued to knit, and sat erect, it was thus that she felt
herself; and this self having shed its attachments was free for the strangest
adventures.
When life sank down for a moment, the range of experience seemed limitless.
Beneath it is all dark, it is all spreading, it is unfathomably deep; but
now and again we rise to the surface and that is what you see us by.
Which of these do you relate to the most?